Life is a real bitch.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 8:10 PM
When everything comes crashing down,
there will always be a gleam of hope.
To me, YOU are that gleam of hope.
Okay, I have been totally slacky these few days...
Don't feel like studying, even though it's MYE..
Sigh... Okay anyways, still having my ups and downs...
But thanks to all my dear friends, I 'm still hanging in there...
Thanks guys, you rock.
Okay,
today woke up, felt mood out.
Didn't wanna go to school but still had to.
Met Khaliesa, Milissa and Gail.
Then went to mac.
Then suddenly saw Basyar outside mac.
Chased after him like crazy.
Then he say he didn't wanna come.
So went back into mac.
After buying food, saw Nasri.
Apparently, he dragged Basyar along too.
So chatted for a while.
We (Khaliesa, Gail, Milissa and I) went off earlier,
because we didn't want to be late.
At school, felt okay larl.
Thanks, Bernadette for listening to me going on and on about my pathetic life.
Okay, then after school, laughed a lot.
Thanks to Bernadette and Yusrina because we were acting drunk.
So then they left.
And I went to mac with Basyar, Naufal and Faheem.
Talked, talked, talked.
Then Faheem left.
And Leonard came along.
Talked some more.
And then Khaliesa, Milissa and Gail popped by.
Had to leave.
Sorry Khal, Mili and Gail for leaving without you guys.
So went home and started thinking about stuff again.
Sighh.
Okay, done with that.
Now, I want to dedicate this to someone really close to me.
I know how you are feeling right now.
All this depression is slowly eating you up.
You are sad, confused, helpless.
You can't cry, even though you want to, badly.
You try thinking of other ways to let out your feelings,
but sadly, nothing's working for you.
You can't take of this anymore.
But I just want to let you know,
that I will always be right here.
Listening to you
and comforting you.
Yes, you need some time to yourself,
but when you want someone to talk to,
I'll be right here.
When you need a shoulder to cry on,
I will be here to lend you mine.
When you fall,
I'll offer a hand to help you up.
When you feel like giving up,
I'll be here to ask you to keep moving on.
I'll remind you of all the good times we had.
And of the times we shared our laughters as well as tears.
Things will happen, whether you like it or not.
But it's how you handle those things that matter.
And you'll never be alone.
Because you will always and I do mean always,
have this group of friends that
care for you,
look out for you and
love you.
So turn that frown upside down.
And forget about all those depressing things.
I miss that smile on your face.
I want it back.
It's my duty to keep you happy,
and I won't rest till you are.
Get out me outta here...
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 7:02 PM
Feeling miserable,am completely shattered,
just gonna cry.
Still in denial,
feel so suffocated,
no one to talk to,
no one to share my feelings with.
Trying to hold back my tears,
but not succeeding.
Trying to hide my sorrow,
but just failing.
Hating everything around me,
yelling at everyone I see.
I am gonna die of depression.
What is happening to me,
that I do not know.
Emotional Talk...
Monday, April 20, 2009 7:08 PM
Hey guys!
Okay, just a short post of what happened today.
Went to school, blah blah blah...
Felt really tired and sleepy the whole time...
Then, went to KFC with Khaliesa and Gail.
Started talking about emotional stuff.
You know secrets and stuff like that.
It got really emotional that it brought Khaliesa to tears.
Gahh! Khaliesa, jangan fikir banyak, nanti cepat tua!
Haha lol.
Kays, then Gowri, Basyar, CY and Jeremiah came to say bye.
Chatted for a while, then they went off.
Kay then, after finish eating went to toilet.
Camwhored like mad. Haha.
Pics are uploaded to facebook.
Then went home!
There, I'm done! :D
P.S.
Basyar I know how much you hate tuition but just stay strong buddy. :D
Sad, depressed, HELP!!
Saturday, April 11, 2009 5:34 PM
Okay,it's been a long, long time since I've updated my blog... Sigh... Feel very sad right now... And there's many reasons why... Okay so when out with Khaliesa, Milissa, Daren, Metiwan and later on Gail... Thanks for everything guys... When I was with you guys I felt very light-hearted... I really apreciate it... :D Okay, and Basyar if you are reading this I want you to CHEER UP!! I read your facebook note already... Sigh, hang in there buddy... And I really miss going on facebook... Curse the com!! Gahh!! I hate this!! Anyways, I don't know what else to type so I'm ending here.... To whoever's sad, depressed, angry or whatever please, please, please CHEER UP! Being sad sucks...
Pooja was here at;
Saturday, April 11 2009
5.45 pm
